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[28 Sep 2010|10:31pm] From the 28th of September 2006, my fics will not be posted on this journal. They will all be posted here:  banilla_shake Knock him up!

[21 Mar 2009|10:56pm]   Everyone wants someone who says: ‘I understand’ and means it.   Knock him up!

Got to update my journal at least once a year right? [05 Mar 2009|07:22pm] [ mood | thirsty ] [ music | Kyoto Nights ] Isn't time just racing by, hmmm? I've been reading back on my first old (very emo-sounding -cringe-) journal entires. I started this LJ a few months before I started high school and now, guess what? I'll be done in less than 8 months! (our fucked-up school years go from Jan to December. meh, go figure). Still trying to figure out where I'm gonna go from there. Either travelling for a year (Perth here I come :D) or teaching English to foreigners in somewhere like Poland or Vietnam (my boyfriend and history teacher DO NOT reccommend the later. Unfortunately I don't want to hit a landmine just yet thank you) and saving some money. Or if my mom has her way, going directly to uni to study JOURNALISM Oh but by far some of the best news ever: I submitted some poetry for a book early last year and woe and behold (!!!) just as I give up hope, I get back from holiday in September and get this: Dear Jenna P****   I'm the guest editor of VGE #7. You sent poetry to Ian Ayres, the General Editor and he forwarded them to me. I'd lke to use two poems of yours for the #7  issue titled "Super-Natural; Beyond the Norm"   The poems are   1) Twitch   2) 120 Days     Please e mail me your response and if tha tis yes, then e mail the poems to me also.   Felice Picano( ... )   ( More. ) Knock him up!

[16 Jun 2008|08:11pm] [ mood | Mumpyish ] [ music | Banaeira- Sergio Mendes, literally meaning 'banana tree' ] Life's a Bitch. Clichéd? Perhaps. The new post-modern 'When life gives you lemons'. Yes I'm not taking into account that the word Bitch has been around forever, I don't care, can't be bothered because right now it's the most fitting bit of irony ever. First thing's first: ( BACKSTORY! ) Knock him up!

[06 Apr 2008|05:41pm] Life is Peculiar.  You don't get what you want and when you don't want it, you get it. And that's all I'm saying. Knock him up!

Facebook [19 Feb 2008|06:54pm] [ mood | thirsty ] [ music | Can you feel the luurve tonight? ] I'm beginning to dislike facebook for some odd unknown reason. I mean, it's great way to keep contact and everything, but how do you really know who wants to keep contact with you? Today I searched randomly on someone's friends and found a classmate of mine from primary school. And searching the various leading friend lists, found people I haven't seen in six years (Six years! six fucking years!!!! Where did it go? Where did it all go??) since I left Harvest.  That includes Alex (with the wonky knee, who we used to help up the stairs three stories and miss the first 10 minutes of Zulu), Tasmin (My grade one best friend and one of the most turbulent up-down-up-down relationships of my life (yes, that even trumps a three-time-over and Lee-Ann's big fat head [she's never let go of the blue vomit or the fact that her brother has become somewhat of a rock to me since last year. We've become so close because he's one of the very few people who I feel I cannot only identify with, but just, let everything go and say whatever's on my mind. Maybe if she could control her pms {she's even started snapping at Tammy} and not shout at everyone, I'd actually spend more time with her instead of sharing my new found love for Dark chocolate, Heavy House and Red wine from shot glasses with Justy.]) And, believe it or not, Chanel Chomse, who moved to benoni a long long time ago. It's also a possibilty I've found Edward Smith, The true match to my personality in weirdness through Grades two to four. The question is did these people just not think to look me up (like I did now to them) or did they find me and on purposely exclude me? Hard to tell isn't it? In any case, we'll see if they reject or add me in a day or two. I don't see why you'd reject someone on facebook if you know them anyway. It's only the random strangers that freak me out (like a poke from a guy with half dressed woman all over his friendlist O_o). You would think my Gothy type chokered picture (oh my god, I love that picture so much! Rockin' this evilish 'come and get me' glint) would scare them off. Guess not... As if this isn't enough, I found a face I haven't seen for a while... Yes, the infamous amongst anyone my sister talks to, Michael, notorious for being my first MAJOR crush (the first of very many...) in grade 0. ( Micheal Parris ) I think this is enough proof that sometimes memories, should stay memories  :-( (Why oh why did I poke him? x____x) Knock him up!

LOOKY HERE!!! [16 Feb 2008|09:22pm] [ music | Carameldancin' w/ Ed and Roy (once again, thank you BlairBlair for that :-D) ] ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) Knock him up!

Reluctance: Part 2 [12 Oct 2007|05:53pm] [ mood | thirsty ] [ music | Hairsppray Soundtrack ]  Title: Reluctance Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Severus/Harry Part: 2/? (story is complete but not yet divided) Warnings: Weightgain. Feederism. Torture. InCharacter!Snape Summary:  Pleasing his husband isn't as easy as it first seems for Harry Potter and he soon learns that being willing feedee doesn't always come easy... Consequence, deceit and a web of lies soon entangle both in a trap neither will escape unharmed... Note: This one's for Tiger of the Fire; friend, muse and part-time beta. Thanks for all the help and advice :-) It took a long time and a lot work, but it's finally done. (Yep, this is the Big one I was plotting all those months back at Porkish) Part 1 ( Harry sat at the kitchen table, staring down into the bowl in front of him... ) You are my sunshine, my only sunshine....  Please review sunshine ^____^ Knock him up!

Let The Rain Pour... [07 Oct 2007|03:18pm] [ mood | relieved ] Today is the most relieved I've felt in quite a while. As we got into my mom's office, it started to pour with rain and instead of sitting here all quit annd stressed, I acted spontaneously, snuck past my mom and went outside. There's nothing quite as refreshing as going outside, not dancing, just standing and letting it run over you, just washing it all away. To me anyway. After a long day of school and issues I've been putting off for weeks starting crop up, it's just what I needed. And I know either tonight or tomorrow, the issue is going rear it's ugly head and make an ugly ripping sound in my head. Why it's a ripping sound I don't know. Maybe it's something chewing my heart up. Though then it would be sounds like 'Nyaargh' and *chomp!*  And now lightning is sounding, so cheerio my Suppository Jellybeans, I'm off to rainstand/laugh like a fucking maniac yet again.. Knock him up!

Kentuckyfriedcruelty.com [06 Oct 2007|08:39pm] [ mood | determined ] Today is a new start for me, even though it's something I've wanted to do for a quite some time now. As of two hours ago (It was one hour when I started, lousy nonsaving backbuttoning auto-draft crap), I joined PETA. I'm not sure how much I can really do for them, If I find out about any protests in my area (besides the muncipal worker strikes, even they are like animals sometimes.), I would gladly go and am seriously considering turning Veggie (a problem since I'm fussy about most Vegetables).  But lo and behold (!!!), I am inspired, not to mention highly disgusted, by what I stumbled upon and have an idea of what to do. What The Investigator Saw From Kentuckyfriedcruelty.com (WARNING: Highly Violent content)   ( And for those who cant read Pdfs... ) I've printed off a dozen copies and tomorrow, instead to distribute them among the books at my local libaray and (Particularly the '100 Greatest Books Ever', which are surely most popular and most likely to be read) maybe at the shopping centres.  Not getting my hopes up for a country-wide boycott of Kfc, but if it'll draw attention to the cruelty at hand and maybe cause even just one person to stop buying from them, I know I'll have done my part to stop the madness. Knock him up!

What the... [17 Aug 2007|08:35pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | The birdie Song ] I open my music folder and find, of all things... The Birdie Song! The funniest song in the world, I just burst out laughing and didn't stop for about five minutes. Maybe it's just cause everytime I think about it, I picture drunk middle-aged parents singing to it (Thank you Georgia!) Probably my cousin's doing, he was uploading music to my computer today, but somehow I doubt that 'Clubber's guide 2007' had the birdie song on.... I've just found something called the popcorn song too.... (...) :-| WHOSE BEEN HACKING INTO MY LAPTOP? Knock him up!

Happy Woman's day! [09 Aug 2007|02:58pm] [ music | Shine- Booty Luv ]   Because... I am changable and moody I cry in movies I mother those I care about I cry in books Once I get  hold of something I like I don't let go. I cry when I am happy. I am imaginative and creative. I cry when I'm sad, I brood on imagined insults. I cry when those I love are sad. I am over-sensitive and insecure by nature. I cry in just about everything. I am caring. I believe in Romance I am a proud Cancerian. (22 June - 22 Jul) ( Cancer: The Emotional Sign ) Knock him up!

Stale fawn: Part 5 [15 Jul 2007|02:26pm] [ music | Tamia- Into you ] Title: Stale Fawn Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Sirius/James Part: 4/15 Warnings: Mpreg. Slash. Character death. (almost) crossdressing. Sex toys. Summary:  A tragedy brings something unexpected upon the Marauders. Something that will bring out secrets, romances and just maybe, a new life. The nine month journey that will bring the friends closer than any of them ever thought… Note:  There is a minor pairing that might squick people. It is none graphic and saying it would spoil, so just be warned. For all those curious...  Stale Fawn = Spontaneous male impregnantion (The fawn part is kinda obvious when you read, but it comes into it later) Part 1  Part 2  Part 3 Part 4 Stale Fawn: Chapter 5 (“Fawn. It might damage your fawn.” ) Knock him up!

[20 Jun 2007|10:39pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | FrouFrou- Holding out for a hero ] ( Wow.... ) Knock him up!

Stale Fawn: Part 4 up! +++ NEW SNARRY FIC: Reluctance [11 Jun 2007|12:18pm] [ mood | Starved ] [ music | Take Tomorrow- Butch Walker ] Stale fawn: Part 4/15 here Title: Reluctance Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Severus/Harry Part: 1/? (story is complete butnot yet divided) Warnings: Weightgain. Feederism. Torture. InCharacter!Snape Summary:  Pleasing his husband isn't as easy as it first seems for Harry Potter and he soon learns that being willing feedee doesn't always come easy... Consequence, deceit and a web of lies soon entangle both in a trap neither will escape unharmed... Note: This one's for Tiger of the Fire; friend, muse and part-time beta. Thanks for all the help and advice :-) It took a long time and a lot work, but it's finally done. (Yep, this is the Big one I was plotting all those months back at Porkish) Reluctance 1/? here Knock him up!

[23 Jan 2007|08:13pm] [ music | Take Tomorrow- Butch Walker ] Wow, haven't done this is such a long time... Where does the time go? School's started again. We moved to a new premise, our school runs on a five year lease thing, which is much much bigger. They're still building and painting, so there's dust and builders everywhere. Surprisingly, I'm finding it much more enjoyable this year and am feeling enthusiastic about the new year. My subjects I've just choosen are: Maths* English* Afrikaans* Life orientation.* Biology. History. Drama. *Compulsary subjects. The stupid people. Firstly, why bother giving us a list of eight spaces for subjects and then telling us we can only do seven? And secondly, which complete arsehole made life orientation a compulsary subject?! *Sigh* Craig's come back to school. He's much thinner, I suppose weed, skating and smoking does that to you. Still, he's the same person, crude, insensitive, but he leaves me alone and that's the only thing that really matters to me. So yeah, writing's still on the backseat. My muses have pretty much disappeared at the current moment. I'll tryto start writing again, but at the current moment, school work comes first. This is my future we're talking about and standard eight could be crucial Knock him up!

Today, I gave away my baby. [27 Sep 2006|12:47am] [ mood | In mourning ] [ music | Tom Petty- American Girl ] Private message to Simply Bulisen: Understand that it hurts me. Though I stopped really caring months ago and I finished writing it, today I find something missing from me. The Whid story and universe have been part of me for so long. It was my first mpreg, my first real slash. I remember posting it under a new penname, a fresh start. I made the mistake of leaving in the sex scene and it got taken down, but it was after that that I made the mpreg-spiirt. Its just... it was real special to me. It's my first baby that I was truly proud of. That got me some readers. That I loved. So to say goodbye to it after nearly three years or so isn't easy for me. I'm going to miss it so much. ---- I am of course talking about 'What Have I done?' Today, I posted the final chapter of the sequel and have no plans to do more. It's like giving up my child. Sending them out into the world, watching proudly but aching inside, wantng to keep them locked up forever. I guess it's just hit me that there is no more after this. It's Over. Done. Finished.  There is no more of my characters I've become so attached too. No more of Crosby, no writing of what those twins might have been like. 'No more run-away from home to marry my Godfather' mpreg cross-dressing Sirry smut. But it's the thought of forgetting about it. Of putting all behind me like I have to.... That's driving me to tears. R.I.P  My precious story. May you live on in heart and spread your bad(ish) grammar and mpregginess over Fanfic.net 2 Knocked up boys| Knock him up!

[20 Aug 2006|09:52pm] [ mood | thirsty ] [ music | Deep dish ft Stevie Nicks- Dreams ] ( How did I do today? ) Knock him up!

[07 Aug 2006|09:21pm] [ mood | Lovable ] [ music | Near you always- Jewel ] I found the most beautiful picture the other day. To me, it's just, so true, so perfect, so much what I wish for someday. (I think even subconciously, every woman wishes for it. sometime in their life...) ( The perfect guy... ) And just for good measure, a recent piccie of me. I've looked better, but I want to post it and it's my journal, so sue me... ( MeMeMeME!!!! ) Title: Stale Fawn Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Sirius/James Part: 3/15 Warnings: Mpreg. Slash. Character death. (almost) crossdressing. Sex toys. Summary:  A tragedy brings something unexpected upon the Marauders. Something that will bring out secrets, romances and just maybe, a new life. The nine month journey that will bring the friends closer than any of them ever thought… Note:  There is a minor pairing that might squick people. It is none graphic and saying it would spoil, so just be warned. This story is an entry in the Harry Potter Mpreg Fuh-Q-Fest Wave 5 Challange:  FqF5 Challenge 62 - Wizard A is pregnant while still in Hogwarts. He has to wear constantly a buttplug to be wide enough for the birth. This makes him constantly horny and has a very hard time to sit in class. To make matters worse, the plug needs to be adjusted daily by a specialist. This specialist (not the baby's father) takes advantage of the situation. Submitted by:</a></font></strong></a>swanpride Theme List: Situations ( James came to realize over the next few weeks... ) 2 Knocked up boys| Knock him up!

[31 Jul 2006|05:53pm] [ mood | Creative and tired ] [ music | Dreams- Fleetwood Mac ] Title: Stale Fawn Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Sirius/James Part: 2/15 Warnings: Mpreg. Slash. Character death. (almost) crossdressing. Sex toys. Summary:  A tragedy brings something unexpected upon the Marauders. Something that will bring out secrets, romances and just maybe, a new life. The nine month journey that will bring the friends closer than any of them ever thought… Note:  There is a minor pairing that might squick people. It is none graphic and saying it would spoil, so just be warned. This story is an entry in the Harry Potter Mpreg Fuh-Q-Fest Wave 5 Challange:  FqF5 Challenge 62 - Wizard A is pregnant while still in Hogwarts. He has to wear constantly a buttplug to be wide enough for the birth. This makes him constantly horny and has a very hard time to sit in class. To make matters worse, the plug needs to be adjusted daily by a specialist. This specialist (not the baby's father) takes advantage of the situation. Submitted by:swanpride Theme List: Situations ( A blush crept onto James’s cheeks as he and Sirius... )   Review please 3 Knocked up boys| Knock him up!

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